God, you ruined me
I loved you so much
But, you loved drugs
And having sex with the
Girls you told me
“Not to worry about.”

You ruined us.

Now, there is a new boy
Sweet and caring
But now, I will be the one
To screw things up.
I will not let my walls down
I will push him away
And it is all because
I fell in love
With a fucking hurricane.

It’s been 8 months but I’m still hurting the same.

All these feelings in my chest are getting too heavy to carry around. I want to leave some of them behind, but I don’t know how to. The pain you caused, It is unbearable. It hurts like a paper cut. It hurts like a bad flu. It hurts like the sadness accumulated in your throat when you’re on the verge of breaking down. It hurts like a blocked nose. It hurts like hungry baby’s cry. It hurts like the first tear rolling down your mother’s cheek. It hurts like your father’s slap. It hurts like your sister’s cuts. It hurts like a lip bite. It hurts like a sad song. It hurts like a fire burn. It hurts like a gunshot.

It hurts like you.

It hurts like you.

It hurts like you, goddamn it.

This pain fucking hurts like

you.

“Come back to me, I love you, I still do.”

These unspoken words, they are eating me away, bit by bit, day by day. And they are going to haunt me, till the day I close my eyes forever.

I mean, who would choose a dandelion over a bouquet of roses?